Not Posting

I’m not going to post today because… well… I like you.  I Like You A LOT!  (That’s me doing my best Jim Carey impression.  Yes I like him.  I am one of his freaky followers.  He makes me laugh, giggle, chuckle, then grab my stomach and laugh some more.  I’ve warned you about this.  I have the sense of humor of a twelve year old boy). 

But seriously.  I’m not posting because this is a happy place.  I want this to be YOUR happy place.  So I’m not going to gripe about may not-so-blissful marital issues (we all have our moments.  Show me a REAL marriage without them.  If you can then I will become their best student.  I love my husband more than anything.  That’s why it bothers me when there is any discourse), I’m not going to post about the family member that has cancer, and I’m not going to post about my bitterness towards my own frustration.  I suck at faking it.  Faking it makes me bitter.  I was not designed to bottle things up and pretend.  I am no good at smiling and saying “everything is great” when I run into someone that I know and they ask how everything is going.  I would win an award at being the world’s worst actress.  I’m sure of it.  I like awards. LOL.  Anyway, being fake is not my style. 

I may be totally off base here, but doesn’t God want us to relate!  Who knows the person that I may be crossing paths, may have been through this and may have all the answers or at least information about what didn’t work for them.  Isn’t that what we are supposed to do ?  Aren’t we supposed to help each other through the tough times?   Instead it seems that society just wants the “Everything is great” answer so that we can all go about our own business.

So instead, I’m not going to post and not give any details.  I am going to get a coffee a BIG FAT donut and hopefully an attitude adjustment. 

Until Then,

J