Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Friday, January 18, 2013
(“Superman Ultimate Flight” is a new coaster at Six Flags in Vallejo.
It has been almost three years since I have added a "real post". When it comes to blogging sometimes it is hard to walk the fine line and protect your family and not share too much information with the world. However at the same time, you want your blog to remain authentic and not seem like your life is some sort of fictional utopia where REAL LIFE never occurs. One of my favorite blogs is like a dream and I can honestly say that as I sat there reading how perfect life was, I began to feel even more alone. I felt alone because I couldn't relate. I felt alone because my dad was dying, my marriage was crumbling and I was walking (or rather juggling) on eggshells to make sure that everyone was happy. My Facebook page was filled with inspirational posts about strength because I needed all I could muster and God's love because I needed more than anything to feel it. Not just to feel His love but to feel his arms wrapped around me giving me a bear hug, reassuring me that He was in control and that even if my husband did decide to file for divorce to find out if the other grass was really greener (which he did - we still owe a small fortune in legal fees - and then came back) and to remind me repeatedly that I would be able to catch my breath again after burying my dad.
Needless to say the last few years have been busy and one of the scariest wild roller coasters that I have ever endured. Don't get me wrong, I love roller coasters but not like that. I am ready to get off this ride and kiss the ground.
I would love to say that the ride was slowed down recently and I can... it did for a few days then I realized that it was just making yet another high climb to prepare for yet another scary decent. While recent events seem to make life feel like a roller coaster gaining speed for an upcoming debut I am hoping and praying that it is the finale and soon I can get off.
I am ready to dig my fingers into the cold ground and vow to stick to ferris wheels from now on.
To Blog or Not to Blog, that WAS the question.
For years I chose to not say anything, to keep to myself but in doing so I am not helping anyone. I am not helping me or someone that God may have sent to this blog to be able to relate and gain hope from reading that life isn't always living in a paradise but it is about overcoming difficult situations with God's help and living through them with a thankful heart.
I am a strong believer in protecting my family so there are details in my life that will remain private so I will be following a few AMM Blog Rules:
No hanky panky. I'm so sorry but there will not be any 50 Shades of Grey stories posted here.
No he said / she said conversations. I will repeat again what I said earlier about protecting my family.
No hate. I do believe that God wants us to learn to be thankful in the midst of storms and in doing so we are also able to find peace. I can't remember ever being able to be thankful when my heart was full of hate. It just doesn't work.
You might become more acquainted with roller coaster lingo than you want to be while I am trying to find the right words to share information with you without giving details.
No hair pulling. This is not a gossip column and I will not be naming names, God knows who they are and I know that He has a way of taking care of things. It truly is amazing how God works. I love witnessing how He can turn a bad situation into a beautiful blessing. He did just that for me two years ago and I will spend the rest of my life being thankful.
My thankful list:
I am thankful of the beautiful painting of Mendenhall Glacier that my Grandfather-In-Law painted for us as a Christmas gift. Each time I look at it I smile and think of my family.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Over at I Heart Faces on Fridays they have a Fix-It_Friday challenge that gives everyone the opportunity to practice fixing photos. You can also look at all the other contributions of fixed photos to see how others chose to FIX IT and learn from each other.
This is the before photo:
I copied the original layer and then began to make changes.
I played with the curves to lighten the photo and then burned the edges to add focus. I couldn’t help myself… I also added a touch of color to the sky.
I loved the sunburst in this photo!
This is the after:
Friday, February 26, 2010
I am extremely excited. Due to the million & one things that always seem to pop up on Friday, I haven’t participated in a Fix It Friday… until today. I am thrilled.
Photography is a hobby that is quickly becoming a passion and I only hope that one day it will become a career. I have a long way to go and a LOT of learning to do before that happens though.
Today due to the Fix It Friday challenge, I learned how to apply a mask and played with the curves of the photo to get these final results.
This is the before photo:
This is the after:
By playing with the curves I was able to brighten the sky and then lighten her so that we could see her cute little face.
I absolutely love learning about photography. Now if you’ll excuse me I have many many many photos like this that I need to go back and fix.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
In 2004, Prince Charming swept me off my feet and I fell madly, hopelessly inlove. He is a man with amazing character and is truly someone that I could respect. I love his heart and not only who he is but who he wants to become.
This is one of our engagement photos.
I could stare at this photo forever. He looks so good in blue. The color is just the perfect backdrop for his gorgeous eyes.
We had an outside wedding planned and at the last minute, all of the plans had to change and we had to move the wedding indoors. The arrangements didn’t turn out exactly like I had wanted but to be honest… it really didn’t matter to me. I was marrying the man of my dreams and we were getting ready to start our lives together.
Off to the honey moon.
Everyday I fall inlove with this man all over again. I fall inlove with his character, the way that he touches me, his silliness (yes, even the fart jokes), and his commitment to our marriage. I will gladly spend my life finding new ways to keep our love alive and growing if that means that I get to hold his hand forever.
I just couldn’t seem to keep my lips off him. :-) Okay, okay. Just maybe the photographer was telling us what to do, but I was more than happy to oblige.
The outdoor wedding would have been amazing and beautiful but it was so hot, muggy (it had rained that morning) and the air felt so thick. I had to move the event inside to make sure that no one (us or one of the guests) passed out due to the heat. However we were able to get a few photos in the area where the wedding would have been. They are definitely some of my favorites.
God has blessed our marriage from the beginning. I have always felt that he was the man that I was supposed to marry. He was the one that I was waiting for. We have reached milestones and shared many experiences, both good and bad. I am so thankful to be sharing this journey with him.
I love you Corey! Happy Valentine’s Day.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
I am never disappointed by son’s ability to make me smile. Yesterday on the way to take Lauren to school, Evan became extremely frustrated. I could hear his heart rate increase from the front seat before he passionately said, “MOM, why are the bulldozers RUINING our world?”
I laughed and explained that they are just making the roads wider and the roads will be much nicer once they finish.
He still didn’t find any humor in the situation,”Well their mommies must not have taught them to clean up their mess before they started something else.”
I was so thankful that I had just swallowed my drink of water because I have no doubt that I would have been wearing it otherwise.
The child is only three, but in our world he has not seen a road that leads to our home that is Construction-orange-free. It’s sad to say… there are three different highway/main routes that we can take to get to our home and all three are under construction and have been his entire life. So from his point of view, the machines are taking over.